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the worst day of my life

Written on 18/11/2008 22:05:28 by

when i was 17 i fell pregnant with my first baby i went 20 weeks then went in 2 have a blood test then 2 days later the midwife came 2 my door and said there was some thing wrong with the baby but not 2 worry. so the day after i had 2 go and have a scan this just so happend 2 be the worst day of my life. i found out that my baby had a hole in his tummy. well that was it every thing started getting bad from there. the hospital try 2 find some 1 that would sort all this mess out but the was only 2 hospitals in england that would do it 4 me. the hospital told me if i wanted 2 have him then i would have 2 more away 2 sort leo out but there was less then 1% chance that her would live though the birth. and they said he wouldnt be able to walk and talk or anything. so that night me and my boyfriend went home 2 sort out what we were going 2 do i didnt now i wanted my baby so much all i could do was cry. i dont no how someone can tell u 2 go home and deside wether to keep your baby or no. anyway me and my boyfriend said that we wouldntput our baby though any more pain. so i went to have my baby after i had him i didnt no what to do i felt so lost and by my self. all i could think was i will never give him a bath or get to sing to him or hold him or any of the things i would love to have done with him. i had no after care i didnt hear from anyone after i went home. noe i have a six week old baby girl called teigan shes great but i dont no i still fell down i want my little leo i cant help but think what if i did have him what would happen? please let me no and try and help me

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